For the past couple of weeks everything I doodle is just horrbile. I hate it all. I've had the next page of AF sketched out but hate it so I'll be resketching as soon as this week is up. I was thinking of commissioning, but I'm not a very well known artist or anything so even if I post up a commission page would anyone buy? Would I even like anything I created for the commissioners? Or would I just hate it like I have been lately and will just end up doing nothing.
Lately I've been so broke. I recently moved out and all my money went into that endever.
And, last night my car was broken into. What they stole (my purse) wasn't even close to the worth of the car window. I've been trying to keep in contact with the guy my parents suggested. The problem is that I have no idea how much it'll cost to replace and I don't even have enough money to buy a tank of gas.
When I told my mom that I just didn't have the money to replace it she got all "Well you're supposed to have at least $800 in that account. Where is all your money?" I couldn't believe it. Even after I told her a couple days ago that I was extremely broke due to the moving expenses and such. I mean I can totally account for all the money that I spent.
I mean it isn't like I spent it all on something stupid like...well...things I don't need.(You know like I usually do when I get paid.) I haven't even bought John his Christmas gift because I've been so broke. So now what do I do?
My dad seemed willing enough to help me pay for the window, but my mom says I need to learn responsibility. Humph. Just today I learned that someone else in the apartment complex was broken into, and just a block or so away another car was broken into around the same time mine was. So despite my mothers ragging on me and blaming me for the brake in; on account of my leaving my purse in the car in the first place, I know it wasn't all my fault. I mean it was a crime of opportuinty but it's not like I hung up a sign saying "Please brake into my car."
Ugh. Okay I'm just gonna sign off now. John will be out of class pretty soon and I haven't done a thing for my lesson plan that's due today. (sigh)
people are starting to realize that i may be considered "evil"
hmm... not good, not good...
if that happens, it loses it's shock value... i must find a way to counteract this... *goes and plots*
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